Gd morning,

Starting to lose your way, can?t understand your surroundings and tired from the pushy people in your life. Feeling like you are walking and walking in a destination that leads to a dead end. You have a typical routine in your everyday life without any enjoyment. Then you have to reprioritize your dreams and objectives in life. Sometimes when you are up to you neck and totally pressured you reach a point where you goals in your mind become so blurry and you are unable to have a rational behavior on any situation. Flash your mind back to the overwhelming moments in your life and you?ll start looking to things differently.

Remember the five simple rules to be happy:

1. Free your heart from hatred.
2. Free your mind from worries.
3. Live simply.
4. Give more.
5. Expect less.

Now back to my baby who is in Week 20 by now :P

The baby now can hear sounds, basically mummy?s voice ? He covers his ears by his hands if a loud sound is made near me and it may become startled and jump. The baby is moving often, too -- twisting, turning, wiggling, punching and kicking but my baby is driving me crazy he kicked twice and that?s it :@

So now I am in the midpoint of my pregnancy and starting to socialize with more pregnant women :P it feels good when you talk about to women under your same category ?Pregnancy?. One of the embarrassing situation I encountered lately, is that I just fused up when I kept calling my midwife several times without getting any response and when she answered me yesterday I told her about one of the prescribed medicines by her and explained the problems I was getting nausea and dizziness. Then she asked me Gladiius how many tablets are you taking, I said two, she told me I asked you to take only and only one. Felt her answer like a slap in my face .. a big embarrassment actually :P

That?s all,
Bbye