Today is like yesterday and yesterday is like the day before yesterday and the patience cycle goes on. I wonder how people can be extremely noisy to that annoying extent by never zipping their mouth for at least 10 minutes. That's a lame behavior I swear. When you come in the early morning that means you just woke up which means you need some relieving quite environment to gain some strength to fuel your day with some achievements. But when you come and some colleagues never shut their mouth, it makes you feel totally mad and unable to control your anger. You initiate a long conversation inside you complaining about how uncomfortable you feel and how you wish if you can slap them in the face so hardly to make them forget their forename. God I just need to sip my coffee in peace.

Anyways, it's gona be weekend after few hours so I have to chill :)

Have a nice weekend,

Gladius

I never experienced extremely tough times like these days and what makes me strong and able to carry on is my strong bond with Allah. Your surroundings envy you for many things and no one knows how miserable you are. You start your destination and face many obstacles where you feel that reaching your goal seems impossible. People cruelness and annoyance gives you a complete picture about their intention as if they don't want you to reach your destination and fulfill your dreams. No matter how you explain and pour out your feelings of the strong demand to finish what you've been struggling for the past years, they never appreciate your effort. They keep raising issues and obsessing you with troubles leaving no space in your brain to focus and achieve your main goal which is finishing your thesis. You have heart-to-heart talk and clarify your short duration till you reach deadline, your tiredness of your pregnancy and your workload wishing to gain their sympathy. But unfortunately all what you get is a blazing row and more struggle. "Words Can Hurt More Than Sticks And Stones" and I cannot agree more. The words just hurt physically as if there is something wrong with your bone.

One of the wisdom people said once "Always make your words short and if you can make it like a signature do it". So you should never criticize others and lower their morale by their vicious words. I heard many words that feel like stabbing a knife in my chest but I strongly try to wear my happy face mask and motivate myself because I don't have much time.

When you almost there, you should never let anything stop you. No matter how cruel you surroundings can be and disrespectful, keep it all behind and carry on. Smiles and the world smiles with u ? cry and you cry alone. Wish me all the best.

Have an amazing day
Gladius

gd morning,

"Everything grows rounder and wider and weirder, and I sit here in the middle of it all and wonder who in the world you will turn out to be-- Carrie Fisher". Sometimes I look at my growing tummy and think what are you doing inside, are you playing football and increasing my heart beats, revising my master readings, watching TV or maybe eating chocolate :P mashalla you are growing fast and not allowing mummy to wear her old outfits, I can barely fit in. I am becoming too much sensitive and cannot stand any criticism. I can't stoop down to pick anything if it fell out of my bag and if it did I need someone to return me back to my previous posture.

I'll forgive you now because you are so tiny, so I'll do the breathing for you, eating, sleeping and everything but when you come out I'll pinch you for making me suffer this much :P now my baby in week 21, and he is having a waxy film, called the vernix caseosa, that being produced by his oil glands and covers his skin to keep him supple in the amniotic fluid. His buds for permanent teeth are beginning to form as well. Sweetie I gave you some information about your state, now you can go and play with Modhesh :P

"A baby is something you carry inside you for nine months, in your arms for three years and in your heart till the day you die". So no matter how much tiredness and pain I go through, I love you so much and wish to see you healthy and gorgeous like mummy :P

have a good day
Gladius

gd afternoon,

You might encounter different situations good or bad where you might realize slight weaknesses in your personality. You are no longer adroit at dealing with others like you used to be and fear of the exposure to some situations with some people. Opening up and playing at your best qualities becomes something that you subconsciously forbid yourself to do. You don't feel so comfortable being the center of attention and getting many compliments from others.

So have you asked yourself do I really know my own worth? There is no problem if you were the center of attention and it is okay to expose your talent in public. Don't allow others to devalue your achievements or make you feel inferior because you have your own mark. You don't have to overwhelm yourself with guilt if you succeeded while others failed. It's okay if people sometimes criticize you because they are not in your shoes. In this case, you are so confident about your own value, hear them rather than listening to every word and do not let their words get into you.

Let others compliment you and believe in it so that you can learn a lot about yourself. You will find out that stepping into the limelight doesn't necessarily mean you'll ruin everything. Consider it as an experience where you'll be able to enrich your strengths and develop yourself.

Everyone of us needs to have a sense of importance. if you tell me how you get your feeling of importance, i can tell you who you are. It actually determines your character. Sometimes you'll see a person who tries his best to publish writings, well that's how he feels important and everyone of us has his/her own way of feeling important. You'll wonder at times when you see people cry or maybe lie and i am pretty sure that this is the way how they can get sympathy or attention to feel important. That's why we should always respect people' reaction or behavior on any event or situation because every person has his/her own way. However, it's really not excusable whatsoever to lie on every situation having the excuse of not being able to stop that from happening. To change that habit, you should make label it as "not important".

Besides, you can never get attention or loyalty from people if you start criticizing them, however you should always appreciate and encourage them and that's what great managers do to increase the company's productivity. And that what you can do yourself to make others listen to you and value what you say. "There is nothing I need so much as nourishment for my self-esteem". This is what one of the actors of his time has said once. We always try to nourish our children and friends bodies with food but we seldom nourish their self-esteem. Shall we provide them with pizza, no it's just a word of appreciation that would sing in their memories for years and you might be remembered during lifetime. So give honest and sincere appreciation and stop criticizing and condemn or complain.

Gladius,
Have a good day